I hide from kabalat shabat duty at school like I used to hide from the rasar (sergeant-major) in the army at tzayilim (in the Negev desert), in someone' elses tent so that he wouldn't call my weary body of to kitchen duty, but it was no use, he found me anyway.

Everyone is "acting", either consciously or unconsciously, and there are great truths in acting, i.e in consciously making yourself other to what you imagine yourself to be most of the time (in a universe in which everything is moving and changing all the time, what is the ground upon which the personality stands...only memory creates the illusion of a fixed self with knowable characteristics.)


Fear keeps me in my place - tarti mashma